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Name: Tatz
Age: 19
Birthday: may 19
Height: 5'4
Hobbies: music, books, movie, net
About me: I love to eat! I always eat then sleep! hehehe I love all sorts of literature... songs, poems, etc! Loves staying at home, doing stuff... just stuff. uhm... A couch potato i gues?? but I don't know, I don't really know myself, I'm confused!!! Certified crammer, an ultimate bum, lazy kid.... haaaay... and by the way, what's the meaning of life again?! seriously!!

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Sunday, August 27, 2006


I got this survey from friendster (oh well... obviously!) and I know this is not really a "new" survey since it's STILL a love survey (tss! always about love)... but when I read the questions, I saw some connections with my life... my love life i guess if that's what you want to call it haha! I don't know pro somehow, nung inansweran ko to sa friendster alam ko na di ako nagpapakatotoo sa mga sinagot ko and honestly, di ko alam kung bakit pro since this is my blog, I'll take all my might to answer this survey once again with whole honesty...

The rule: basically the rule is so damn simple... fight or let go lang ang isasagot but you can add some side comments if you like...

Questions:
1.Pano pag mahal ka ng taong mahal mo?
>>> madali lang tong unang tanong. the answer is fight! bakit ko naman di paglalaban yung taong mahal ako and at the same time mahal ko din??

2.Pag di ka mahal ng taong mahal mo?
>>> i'll still try my luck i guess... pro kung tlgang wlang pagasa then i would just let it go

3.Pag iniwan ka ng taong mahal mo dahil di ka na niya mahal?
>>> torpe ako... lalo pag sinabi na nyang di nya na ko mahal.... wala akong guts para magpilit

4.Pag iniwan ka ng taong mahal mo kahit na mahal ka pa niya?
>>> mahal pa pla nya ko so bkt nya ko iiwan ='( i'll get mad at him for sure,,, and I would never believe na mahal nya ko.

5.Pag iniwan mo yung taong mahal mo dahil saibang bagay kahit na mahal mo pa siya?
>>> d2 ako tinamaan sa tanong na to... apektado ako d2 coz maybe ako ang nangiwan, physically ako yung umalis and wala akong nagawa pro ako ba dapat yung masisisi sa pagalis ko....

6.Pag iniwan ka ng taong mahal mo dahil may mahal siyang iba?
>>> di ko alam ang mararamdaman ko kasi in the first place gumawa na siya ng choice eh... maybe i'll let it go....

7.Pag inagaw siya sayo ng iba?
>>> I'll kill the girl!!! hahaha kidding aside, dapat siya yung tanungin nito kasi siya naman ang pipili and the word "inagaw" ibig sabihin nagpaagaw siya... anu kyang ibig sabihin nun?

8.Pag napunta sa iba yung mahal mo kahit nai kaw ang mahal niya?
>>> siguro ni let go ko siya kya siya napunta sa iba...

9. Pag pinagpalit ka ng mahal mo sa taong hindi niya mahal?
>>> ayoko ng gulo, kung yun yung pinili nya eh di dun siya. di ibig sabihin na i lelet go ko na, maybe i'll wait for him... maybe someday...

10.Pag ginamit ka lang ng taong mahal mo
>>> ayoko sa manggagamit eh... I'll definitely let him go.


falling in love will be the most complicated thing an individual can experience in his/her entire life...
fighting for that person will be the hardest challenge and letting go will be the most painful act he/she can do...




12:50 AM <3

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Friday, August 11, 2006


Taurus sign Meaning (April 20th - May 21st )


Taurus is the sign of practicality and possessions. People born under the sign of Taurus tend to be very patient, practical and dedicated people. Such people are usually very cautious when dealing with people, life and money. They have a curious power of dominating others, even when not conscious of trying to do so.

People who were born in that time are extremely faithful, with a strong need for security and a settled routine. Although they are very earthy, they can also be highly romantic and sensitive when it comes to love.

If they love, they are generous to the last degree, and will consider no sacrifice too great for the person they care for; if they are enemies, they will fight with the most determined obstinacy. But they always fight in the open, for they hate trickiness, double-dealing, or deceit

They are easily influenced by their surroundings, and become morbid and morose when trying to live under uncongenial conditions.

They are also too easily misled by their emotions, sensations, or affections.

As a rule both sexes are jealous in their disposition, and their jealousy often drives them into acts of violence or sudden exhibition of temper, which they bitterly regret when the storm is over

They have an innate sense of harmony, rhythm and color, and often are very successful in music, poetry and art. Those born in this sign have an ability to become the most faithful, loyal friends




1:08 AM <3

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006


nakakatawa ang buhay... kasi minsan ka na nga lang kausapin ng crush mo tungkol sa walang kwentang bagay pa...

kasi social studies nun, tapos tabi kami sa computer room, may ginagawa kaming papers, ang topic: terrorism! tpos bigla nya ko kinausap...

crush: so you're from philippines right?
ako: yeah why?
crush: are there any terrorist groups back there?
ako: uh... yeah! muslim groups...
crush: oh ok... have you been to singapore?
ako: no... why? (nagtataka ang itsura! bwiset')
crush: coz i heard it's a clean country (sabay lingon sa computer nya)

so ganun lang yun! nakakaiyak kasi akala ko magkakaroon ng "conversation" eh kaso hindi pala! argh!!!

so anyways... naiipon nanaman ang mga paper works ko at naiiyak na ko dahil feeling ko di ko siya matatapos sa takdang panahon at talagang "sa takdang panahon" ang ginamit ko na salita diba?! pero ok pa rin ako buhay pa naman.

nakakainis nga pala kasi wala akong pera! ngek! parang may bago noh! wala lang kasi wala na kong masabi eh! amp!




11:50 PM <3

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Sunday, August 06, 2006


Breathe- Anna Nalick

2 AM and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season.
Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason.


Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button, girl
So cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe, just breathe


May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
"Just a day," he said down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for awhile
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him maybe I'll just sing about it


Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button, boys
so cradle your head in your hands


And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel
You shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around


2 AM and I'm still awake writing this song
If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me
Threatening the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.


But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand, yeah breathe
Just breathe, oh oh breathe, just breathe, oh breathe,
just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe




7:01 AM <3

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so kunwari pinaghirapan ko tong blog na to. eh naghirap naman tlga ko noh! pro kung panget sori na wla na kong magagawa. hanggang d2 lang ang kaya ko at di ko ba nasabing malapit ng mag alas dos ng madaling araw at may pasok pa ko mamaya! galing ko tlga! haynaku ewan! sana maasikaso ko tong blog na to kasi yung dati naabandona ko eh. hahahaha!




6:41 AM <3

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